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Everywhere I'm looking now
I'm surrounded by your embrace
Baby I can see your halo
You know you're my saving grace
You're everything I need and more
It's written all over your face
Baby I can feel your halo
Pray it won't fade away
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Tuesday, June 2, 2009
haven't posted in awhile
so here's a new post!
so laatelyyy.. my relationship has been kind of eh.. fighting & shit. as phillip told me when I got in the first fight of my relationship "one fight turns into many fights" which is true. last night was sort of kind of.. yeah, not so good. i WASN'T even mad, but somehow he got the idea I was.. -__- & then I asked him if anything was wrong cus he was being all quiet&shit, he was like "you're mad, so I didn't wanna make you anymore madder than you already are" (he was on the couch, I was on the bed" I was like "i'm not mad." he finally came over to the bed & acted like nothing happened. & I dunno, he somehow started talking about how I get mad over no reason? & I wasn't even mad.. but he brung up that subject ; so I was just listening to what he was saying, & everything he said came out wrong. I put my head down on the bed & started thinking, if we didn't do some things, would he still love me. &i guess it got to me, cus I kind of started crying, but he didn't know til like a few minutes later cus he busy watching tv or w/e. & he finally figured out I was crying, he asked why, i didn't wanna tell him. & i was just wiping the tears away & sat up, trying to forget about it, but it was pretty hard since he kept asking, eventuallly he stopped. & then he thought I was mad cus I was quiet, & hes like "you know, you get mad for no reason, & it's stupid! you get annoying sometimes you know that?!" all of this was a.. suprise to me, cus he never told me SHIT, about being annoying, he never told me anything about that. so I told him "i'm NOT mad, I told you already, why don't you believe me? & when I DO get mad, you get mad too, & when I ask you if you're mad, you say no, & then you tell me now, that I'm annoying?!" at this point I was beginning to cry.. again. & he was laying down looking at me, I was sitting. & he's like "no baby no" i just backed up to the wall, pushing him away. I guess, it made him cry too cus he felt bad or something.. but seeing him cry hurt me, i didn't like it. his head was buried in my shirt, & i tried to lift his head, but he didn't want me to see him crying, but I did anyways, i wiped his tears.. we ended up talking things out.
I don't know why I took the time to write this pointless post.
but WHATEVER. relationships are complicated, but you gotta make it work.
dannys gayyyy
Wednesday, May 6, 2009
but his musics good (;http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jhiA8UWhQMc [you cant click, cus my lyt's gay like that ; but TYPE IT ALL OUT :P] . d a n n y [ хчѕт ] says: =D It'd be an honour If you and Freddy had sex to my song :) LOL^ he's GAY.
WASTEMYTIME!
Monday, May 4, 2009
so the song thats on replay at the moment
WASTE MY TIME - CLAUDE KELLY . <3
I had a pretty crazy weekend..
friday -- went to the movies with boyfriend & saw "fighting" it was good ! :) & then we bakc to his house & they have an extra room in the backyard, its really nice =D & we went to sleep there, so we wouldn't wake his parents cus we came home late, and i dunno if I was hearing shit or not.. cus i heard someone walking past the house ; footsteps & all, but eh.. i dunno :S
saturday -- just slept in til like 9 ? & went to porterville & visited his cousins ; played poker ; went bakc to his house around 2 pm, we were supposed to sleep to 4 & go rent the movie, but when I woke up it was like 6 ! D: so I woke my boyfriend up, & we went to get the movie "the uninvited" got food & watched it, it was pretty crazy IMO. haha, then we just talked & he made me take pictures with him, but i didn't look half decent ): so whatever. I still like them I guess! ahah.
sunday -- slept for like fucking ever, I kept waking up in between times, cus my boyfriend woke me up with kisses, pokes, tickles, haha, but got my lazy ass up at 2 ish & he took me home so I could get ready. we were supposed to meet our friends at the park in visalia, we had no idea where that was. I got dropped off & got ready, while my bf went to get food & shit for the bbq or w/e picked me up at 3:30 & we headed over to my friends, to try & find the park.. but we ended up getting there @ like 5, LOL. :P & dayum, that park is hella nice! (: I liked it, haha. then from there we went to dinuba / orosi & we were going home at like 10 & I told my dad I'd probably be home at 10:15 at the most cus we almost there & it's not that far.. but.. something just wanted me to be late .. my boyfriend's tire blew out & lost control pulled over to the side (our friend was way in front of us) my bf flashed his lights & i guess my friend thought it was the game we were playing, so he turned his lights off -__- & my bf flashed his lights again while trying to pull over, turns his emergencies on. we got out & rigo was coming back, & we were looking at how bad it was.. pretty bad, luckily there was no one on the road, or else we could've gotten hurt, so it was like 10:20 when I called my dad back to tell him I wouldn't be home til later.. my bf was on the phone with a tow truck & they said it'd take like at least 55 MINUTES ! >:O we were both like "lulwut u srs?" haha, cus I had to get home, & he had work @ 6 am :| but yeah the tow truck came at 11:10 ish & my bf took his parent's car & took me home.. but it was fun waiting for the tow truck with my friends & bf.. but shit, crazy ass night. I tried to shorten this out as best as possible (;<
hardly
Tuesday, April 28, 2009
ever posting anymore.& doubt that I'll be remembering to do so.justsaying;
soooo;
Friday, April 24, 2009
i love my boyfriend so much, the end.<3
ugh blaaah.
Sunday, April 19, 2009
11:05; tomorrows four twentaaay, & forshure my friends are gonna be high as fcuk, but not me. & so, today since this morning, I've been feeling like SHIT. Ugh, major headache, took medicine worked for bout an hour then it all came back, EVEN WORSE. & yeah I feel weak, nauseous, fever-ish. Unno why. Todays been .. kind of crazy & unexpected. Sickness came & left, car crash, hot as fcukkkk. & blah. :( I've been feelin' in a video making kind of mood, I made like half way thru "I miss you - Jenson" but gave up cus its so long. I might finish it later. I feel so gross omg. :/
I'm so tired, I might sleep, hopefully I'll feel better in the morning.
eh..
Thursday, April 16, 2009
You could be happy and I won't know
But you weren't happy the day I watched you go
And all the things that I wished I had not said
Are played in loops 'till it's madness in my head
Is it too late to remind you how we were
But not our last days of silence, screaming, blur
Most of what I remember makes me sure
I should have stopped you from walking out the door
You could be happy, I hope you are
You made me happier than I'd been by far
Somehow everything I own smells of you
And for the tiniest moment it's all not true
Do the things that you always wanted to
Without me there to hold you back, don't think, just do
More than anything I want to see you, girl
Take a glorious bite out of the whole world
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Tuesday, June 2, 2009
haven't posted in awhile
so here's a new post!
so laatelyyy.. my relationship has been kind of eh.. fighting & shit. as phillip told me when I got in the first fight of my relationship "one fight turns into many fights" which is true. last night was sort of kind of.. yeah, not so good. i WASN'T even mad, but somehow he got the idea I was.. -__- & then I asked him if anything was wrong cus he was being all quiet&shit, he was like "you're mad, so I didn't wanna make you anymore madder than you already are" (he was on the couch, I was on the bed" I was like "i'm not mad." he finally came over to the bed & acted like nothing happened. & I dunno, he somehow started talking about how I get mad over no reason? & I wasn't even mad.. but he brung up that subject ; so I was just listening to what he was saying, & everything he said came out wrong. I put my head down on the bed & started thinking, if we didn't do some things, would he still love me. &i guess it got to me, cus I kind of started crying, but he didn't know til like a few minutes later cus he busy watching tv or w/e. & he finally figured out I was crying, he asked why, i didn't wanna tell him. & i was just wiping the tears away & sat up, trying to forget about it, but it was pretty hard since he kept asking, eventuallly he stopped. & then he thought I was mad cus I was quiet, & hes like "you know, you get mad for no reason, & it's stupid! you get annoying sometimes you know that?!" all of this was a.. suprise to me, cus he never told me SHIT, about being annoying, he never told me anything about that. so I told him "i'm NOT mad, I told you already, why don't you believe me? & when I DO get mad, you get mad too, & when I ask you if you're mad, you say no, & then you tell me now, that I'm annoying?!" at this point I was beginning to cry.. again. & he was laying down looking at me, I was sitting. & he's like "no baby no" i just backed up to the wall, pushing him away. I guess, it made him cry too cus he felt bad or something.. but seeing him cry hurt me, i didn't like it. his head was buried in my shirt, & i tried to lift his head, but he didn't want me to see him crying, but I did anyways, i wiped his tears.. we ended up talking things out.
I don't know why I took the time to write this pointless post.
but WHATEVER. relationships are complicated, but you gotta make it work.
dannys gayyyy
Wednesday, May 6, 2009
but his musics good (;http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jhiA8UWhQMc [you cant click, cus my lyt's gay like that ; but TYPE IT ALL OUT :P] . d a n n y [ хчѕт ] says: =D It'd be an honour If you and Freddy had sex to my song :) LOL^ he's GAY.
WASTEMYTIME!
Monday, May 4, 2009
so the song thats on replay at the moment
WASTE MY TIME - CLAUDE KELLY . <3
I had a pretty crazy weekend..
friday -- went to the movies with boyfriend & saw "fighting" it was good ! :) & then we bakc to his house & they have an extra room in the backyard, its really nice =D & we went to sleep there, so we wouldn't wake his parents cus we came home late, and i dunno if I was hearing shit or not.. cus i heard someone walking past the house ; footsteps & all, but eh.. i dunno :S
saturday -- just slept in til like 9 ? & went to porterville & visited his cousins ; played poker ; went bakc to his house around 2 pm, we were supposed to sleep to 4 & go rent the movie, but when I woke up it was like 6 ! D: so I woke my boyfriend up, & we went to get the movie "the uninvited" got food & watched it, it was pretty crazy IMO. haha, then we just talked & he made me take pictures with him, but i didn't look half decent ): so whatever. I still like them I guess! ahah.
sunday -- slept for like fucking ever, I kept waking up in between times, cus my boyfriend woke me up with kisses, pokes, tickles, haha, but got my lazy ass up at 2 ish & he took me home so I could get ready. we were supposed to meet our friends at the park in visalia, we had no idea where that was. I got dropped off & got ready, while my bf went to get food & shit for the bbq or w/e picked me up at 3:30 & we headed over to my friends, to try & find the park.. but we ended up getting there @ like 5, LOL. :P & dayum, that park is hella nice! (: I liked it, haha. then from there we went to dinuba / orosi & we were going home at like 10 & I told my dad I'd probably be home at 10:15 at the most cus we almost there & it's not that far.. but.. something just wanted me to be late .. my boyfriend's tire blew out & lost control pulled over to the side (our friend was way in front of us) my bf flashed his lights & i guess my friend thought it was the game we were playing, so he turned his lights off -__- & my bf flashed his lights again while trying to pull over, turns his emergencies on. we got out & rigo was coming back, & we were looking at how bad it was.. pretty bad, luckily there was no one on the road, or else we could've gotten hurt, so it was like 10:20 when I called my dad back to tell him I wouldn't be home til later.. my bf was on the phone with a tow truck & they said it'd take like at least 55 MINUTES ! >:O we were both like "lulwut u srs?" haha, cus I had to get home, & he had work @ 6 am :| but yeah the tow truck came at 11:10 ish & my bf took his parent's car & took me home.. but it was fun waiting for the tow truck with my friends & bf.. but shit, crazy ass night. I tried to shorten this out as best as possible (;<
hardly
Tuesday, April 28, 2009
ever posting anymore.& doubt that I'll be remembering to do so.justsaying;
soooo;
Friday, April 24, 2009
i love my boyfriend so much, the end.<3
ugh blaaah.
Sunday, April 19, 2009
11:05; tomorrows four twentaaay, & forshure my friends are gonna be high as fcuk, but not me. & so, today since this morning, I've been feeling like SHIT. Ugh, major headache, took medicine worked for bout an hour then it all came back, EVEN WORSE. & yeah I feel weak, nauseous, fever-ish. Unno why. Todays been .. kind of crazy & unexpected. Sickness came & left, car crash, hot as fcukkkk. & blah. :( I've been feelin' in a video making kind of mood, I made like half way thru "I miss you - Jenson" but gave up cus its so long. I might finish it later. I feel so gross omg. :/
I'm so tired, I might sleep, hopefully I'll feel better in the morning.
eh..
Thursday, April 16, 2009
You could be happy and I won't know
But you weren't happy the day I watched you go
And all the things that I wished I had not said
Are played in loops 'till it's madness in my head
Is it too late to remind you how we were
But not our last days of silence, screaming, blur
Most of what I remember makes me sure
I should have stopped you from walking out the door
You could be happy, I hope you are
You made me happier than I'd been by far
Somehow everything I own smells of you
And for the tiniest moment it's all not true
Do the things that you always wanted to
Without me there to hold you back, don't think, just do
More than anything I want to see you, girl
Take a glorious bite out of the whole world
...=/
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