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Everywhere I'm looking now
I'm surrounded by your embrace
Baby I can see your halo
You know you're my saving grace
You're everything I need and more
It's written all over your face
Baby I can feel your halo
Pray it won't fade away
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Tuesday, June 2, 2009
haven't posted in awhile
so here's a new post!
so laatelyyy.. my relationship has been kind of eh.. fighting & shit. as phillip told me when I got in the first fight of my relationship "one fight turns into many fights" which is true. last night was sort of kind of.. yeah, not so good. i WASN'T even mad, but somehow he got the idea I was.. -__- & then I asked him if anything was wrong cus he was being all quiet&shit, he was like "you're mad, so I didn't wanna make you anymore madder than you already are" (he was on the couch, I was on the bed" I was like "i'm not mad." he finally came over to the bed & acted like nothing happened. & I dunno, he somehow started talking about how I get mad over no reason? & I wasn't even mad.. but he brung up that subject ; so I was just listening to what he was saying, & everything he said came out wrong. I put my head down on the bed & started thinking, if we didn't do some things, would he still love me. &i guess it got to me, cus I kind of started crying, but he didn't know til like a few minutes later cus he busy watching tv or w/e. & he finally figured out I was crying, he asked why, i didn't wanna tell him. & i was just wiping the tears away & sat up, trying to forget about it, but it was pretty hard since he kept asking, eventuallly he stopped. & then he thought I was mad cus I was quiet, & hes like "you know, you get mad for no reason, & it's stupid! you get annoying sometimes you know that?!" all of this was a.. suprise to me, cus he never told me SHIT, about being annoying, he never told me anything about that. so I told him "i'm NOT mad, I told you already, why don't you believe me? & when I DO get mad, you get mad too, & when I ask you if you're mad, you say no, & then you tell me now, that I'm annoying?!" at this point I was beginning to cry.. again. & he was laying down looking at me, I was sitting. & he's like "no baby no" i just backed up to the wall, pushing him away. I guess, it made him cry too cus he felt bad or something.. but seeing him cry hurt me, i didn't like it. his head was buried in my shirt, & i tried to lift his head, but he didn't want me to see him crying, but I did anyways, i wiped his tears.. we ended up talking things out.
I don't know why I took the time to write this pointless post.
but WHATEVER. relationships are complicated, but you gotta make it work.
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Tuesday, June 2, 2009
haven't posted in awhile
so here's a new post!
so laatelyyy.. my relationship has been kind of eh.. fighting & shit. as phillip told me when I got in the first fight of my relationship "one fight turns into many fights" which is true. last night was sort of kind of.. yeah, not so good. i WASN'T even mad, but somehow he got the idea I was.. -__- & then I asked him if anything was wrong cus he was being all quiet&shit, he was like "you're mad, so I didn't wanna make you anymore madder than you already are" (he was on the couch, I was on the bed" I was like "i'm not mad." he finally came over to the bed & acted like nothing happened. & I dunno, he somehow started talking about how I get mad over no reason? & I wasn't even mad.. but he brung up that subject ; so I was just listening to what he was saying, & everything he said came out wrong. I put my head down on the bed & started thinking, if we didn't do some things, would he still love me. &i guess it got to me, cus I kind of started crying, but he didn't know til like a few minutes later cus he busy watching tv or w/e. & he finally figured out I was crying, he asked why, i didn't wanna tell him. & i was just wiping the tears away & sat up, trying to forget about it, but it was pretty hard since he kept asking, eventuallly he stopped. & then he thought I was mad cus I was quiet, & hes like "you know, you get mad for no reason, & it's stupid! you get annoying sometimes you know that?!" all of this was a.. suprise to me, cus he never told me SHIT, about being annoying, he never told me anything about that. so I told him "i'm NOT mad, I told you already, why don't you believe me? & when I DO get mad, you get mad too, & when I ask you if you're mad, you say no, & then you tell me now, that I'm annoying?!" at this point I was beginning to cry.. again. & he was laying down looking at me, I was sitting. & he's like "no baby no" i just backed up to the wall, pushing him away. I guess, it made him cry too cus he felt bad or something.. but seeing him cry hurt me, i didn't like it. his head was buried in my shirt, & i tried to lift his head, but he didn't want me to see him crying, but I did anyways, i wiped his tears.. we ended up talking things out.
I don't know why I took the time to write this pointless post.
but WHATEVER. relationships are complicated, but you gotta make it work.
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